I know why.
No I don't.
Yes I do.
No. I. Dont.
Yes, I do.
They hate me because I'm not being myself. I want to change. But how? Will changing solve the problem? It might. But question. How do I be myself? I don't know what I do. Well, I do remember what happens in the past....
Whenever my mom gets angry and beats the 3 of us, my sisters run. But me. Instead, I stand there watching them run, while my mom run after them. And I just stand there. When she beats me, I do not avoid. Why?
When I have something, or get something, my younger sister will take, destroy it, or do whatever that makes me unpleasant. But all I did was just let her do it. I would tell her, but that does not solve anything... she doesn't listen. And I just let her. Why?
So, that's me. I'm guessing that's myself. Because, when I be myself, its problably the last time me... right???
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ReplyDeleteaww hon. thats cause you're a sister. and you're proably bad with running. HAR KIDDING. cause you're not the brave one, i guess? but things will get better. parents stop hitting kids once they hit 13. or younger. and younger sisters WILL grow older, they will everntually start using their brains and not annoy. (no offence to your sis, shes a charm <3) but yeah. theres nothing wrong with you. just BE yourself .
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