I know why.
No I don't.
Yes I do.
No. I. Dont.
Yes, I do.
They hate me because I'm not being myself. I want to change. But how? Will changing solve the problem? It might. But question. How do I be myself? I don't know what I do. Well, I do remember what happens in the past....
Whenever my mom gets angry and beats the 3 of us, my sisters run. But me. Instead, I stand there watching them run, while my mom run after them. And I just stand there. When she beats me, I do not avoid. Why?
When I have something, or get something, my younger sister will take, destroy it, or do whatever that makes me unpleasant. But all I did was just let her do it. I would tell her, but that does not solve anything... she doesn't listen. And I just let her. Why?
So, that's me. I'm guessing that's myself. Because, when I be myself, its problably the last time me... right???
